Tis the Season

I am trying so hard to keep a positive attitude, when the devil is ever present trying to bring me down.

I just want to scream “LEAVE ME ALONE” and let me be.  Even to the point where I have questioned, Am I happy where I am at church?  Would I even consider changing churches, but then I remember, It’s not about me, it’s about what can be brought to the plate is ever going to change my attitude or my faith by anyone.

It just seems like EVERY where I turn, someone is saying something hateful or doing something that “I” think hurts my feelings (which that in and above itself is part of the problem.

Because right now, my emotions are right on my fingertips and really just paperthin.  I feel like that *I may be the problem, when I essentially am trying my best to be in the background and do the right thing.  And I trust in God enough that he will guide me into the right thing.  I do NOT want the devil guiding me.  Although, when I look at it, I see that he has been.  And that makes me so incredibly sad and remorseful.

This time of the year is so hard on people emotionally and I so wish I could reach out to everyone and tell them that JESUS SAVES!

The season is so hard.  To the point of those being alone, or those who have family that just argue and fuss and fight or those that have family that are estranged so don’t even see their families, and here I am…

I have a wonderful church family, a wonderful family, and yet I sit inside my perfect (seemingly) little box, and sit and judge… WHO AM I TO JUDGE??

“God please forgive me.  Please let me not stand in judgement of anyone.  I do not know their feelings or emotions or their situations.  Dear God I pray, that you just guide me to say the right thing, and be humbled unto you.  Thank you for my church, my family and for the wonderful friends that I have found in our church.  Thank you for each and every blessing I receive each day, as they are plenty and I am blessed.”

But I hope through my writing, whoever you are, you are reading this because then  God has brought you here for the following statements.

God will be there forever, HE never falters, HE never wavers.  When you find your self away from God.  Take a good hard look at who moved.

It wasn’t God who moved!

You have the opportunity to turn back or even take that first step towards God

Just pray this prayer,

pray it like you mean it,



then live it like you mean it.

Father, God in heaven, it is written in Your word that if I confess with my mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in my heart that You have raised Him from the dead, I shall be saved.

Therefore, Father, I confess that Jesus Christ is my Lord. I make Him Lord of my life right now.  I believe in my heart that you raised Jesus from the dead.  I renounce my past life with satan and close the door to any of his devices.

I thank You for forgiving me all my sin.  Jesus is my Lord, and I am a new creation.  Old things have passed away. Now all things become new, in Jesus’ name.  Amen.

If you know someone who is alone or even if they have family, PLEASE ask them if they have plans.  What is one more person at your table?  You never know just how that person might be hurting.  Or find a food kitchen you can serve in, or give some toys for Toys for Tots, or your local church for their Angel Tree Ministry or the schools for Coats for Kids

It may make me think long and hard, but when all is said and done, I am a child of God, I believe he is my Savior, he will guide and protect me through anything.  I am not worthy to be called His, however he gave His Son in my place.



2 Responses

  1. Victoria. Thank you you your comments. I’m glad you were able to read my blog


  2. Dear admin, thnx for sharing this blog post. I found it wonderful. Best regards, Victoria…


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