From Passion, to Panic to Prayer

Disclaimer:  This post was originally started in November, right after Thanksgiving. I haven’t had the courage to make it public until now.  I have this courage, because God tells me over and over, I don’t have to be perfect, I just have to be His…  He sent His son to be perfect for me.

A panic attack is a sudden episode of intense fear that triggers severe physical reactions when there is no real danger or apparent cause. Panic attacks can be very frightening. When panic attacks occur, you might think you’re losing control, having a heart attack or even dying –  Definition of a Panic Attack can be found here: 



Yes I meant the question mark

Sometimes, when the panic sets in, I know that I fail miserably…

I fail myself.

I fail my family

I fail God…

Thank you Jesus for being there to collect my tears and the mercy You show me every second of my life.

To Perfection

My panic attacks lead me to the path of wanting to be perfect.  However, I know deep in my heart that Jesus is the only man who has ever been perfect.

His perfect Life

His perfect Love

His perfect Path….

Yet, I choose to stray from that path.

I need acceptance…

When will I understand that I have it???  Fully, Completely, Perfectly

“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace
in this world you will have trouble
But take heart! I have overcome the world.” – John 16:33 (ASV)

“With this, I can be 

“Perfectly Imperfect”

Talk to me!!!

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